August 2011
21 posts
- When Your Siblings Walk In Your Room, Without Knocking First
You’re Like :
And They’re Like:
Then You’re Like:
And They’re Like:
And You’re Like:
Then They Like:
And Then You’re Like:
And They’re Like:
Then You’re Like:
And Then They Outside Your Door Like This:
And You In Your Room Chillin Like This
Realization: Kaitlyn Rosa.
Sitting alone at night everyday makes you think. You think about a lot of things when you don’t have anyone to talk to for an entire summer, about… what makes you feel like the king/queen of the world. But when you’re me, you think about weird things, such as: democrats and republicans (GOOO DEMOCRATS! * YOU REPUBLINCANS!), your future and your dreams, your nightmares and daydreams, your one ture love, and how things would be if you were dead or never born. Well, I have one really good friend who would talk to me about these things for hours on end: Kaitlyn Rosa. My Bestie. My Long Lost Sister. My Friend. My Heart. My Soul. Me From Another Demension. We have told each other secrets I wouldn’t dream of telling to… anyone or anything. She knows who I am… what I am for that matter. And I’m… different. I often get depressed because I wonder… am I going crazy, and am I mentally retarded? How do people see me on the outside? And I often feel unloved, or hated, by everyone. I still remember when my mother, yes, my own mother, insulted me. But, Kaitlyn has always helped me. We do everything together, and she knows me, she knows I’m different. She loves me for what I am. And I’m damn proud to say I’m weird! I’m proud of who and what I am! I feel that as long as she’s by my side, I can conquer a * giant! She makes me fearless, and she never upsets me, because she is my best friend. Kaitlyn, if you read this, I want you to know, I have realized now that you are the other half of me, and I’m torn because I’m not with you at this moment. Now I know the weird feeling in my chest isn’t nerves or excitment, it’s my missing part, that was filled when I met you on the first day of school. I LOVE MY KIT KAT!!! (BFF’s forever, until you know… aliens take over the world :))
